FEAR

I've never feared you, never had a reason to worry, I only feel my burning hatred for you, they tell me to stop, they beg me to finish what I am doing, but it will end, when you lie on the floor, bleeding those secrets you've kept from me, that fear in your eyes, you took the name of terror, hoping I wouldn't notice, but I brought the bringer of death to its knees, you're the same as it. There's no reason for me to care for you, keep waving that white flag, it won't do you any good, but you got the deceiver protecting you, a great monster that roars at me, such a pity, I am all that I will ever be, the one marked with the sins of my past, go ahead and try to test my resolve, I do this because I have to, I had a choice and I made my decision, it's time to end your suffering. Great manipulations and bloody tracks, I thought you had the answers, but your lies no longer work here, broken bodies and shattered minds, this must be a nightmare for you, I've taken two steps forward, you took eight back.

Oh, how you hoped that it would end, but I have been given free reign, to hunt you down and make you stop in your little game, I never played by your rules, I bow to no one, my influence in this realm is beyond yours, such a pity too, I almost enjoyed this hunt, but now it ends. The destruction caused by my actions, smells so sweet, the sound of you drawing your final breath, amazing, I have stepped over your broken body, absorbed your willpower, become one with the one marked, nothing you did could save you, but what is this feeling? It wasn't me, you feared? It grips my heart, make my blood run cold, what are you? Turn my head to the side, at the corner of my eye, there he stands, the colours are all wrong? Black, red and yellow? What is this? That smile, I recognize it, but it can't be true, you are not real, grit my teeth and draw my weapon, I won't be taken down, I have come this far, one swift gesture and my hair stand up, why now?!

That grin, it feels unreal, you can't do this, you can't keep cheating the destruction, we are one and we all abide by those rules, it's not fair if you can break them, that emblem on your shoulder, the past was supposed to be forgotten, I will show you to the door, your time should have ended by now, this dream is mine to conquer, this mind is mine to control! I am the one marked with your sins, I will never ever bow to you. Pull the trigger, in the blink of an eye, you stand in front of me, that wicked grin, those crazy eyes, why won't you disappear? I'm not ready, this can't be what happens, I hunted them all, one by one, to take the crown you once had, but those eyes, it can't be happening.

Your vision is clouded, the one marked by the sins of the past, you are my instrument, my weapon of war, you shouldn't be out here all alone, it's best for you to come back, be part of my arsenal again, piece by piece, I repair my damaged mind, those eyes of yours, they sing of fear, from hunter to hunted, welcome back to the unity of a mind once broken, your weapon has fallen to the ground, broken, I thank you for your hard work, now you can rest again, no need to trouble a piece with the burden of being in control, I didn't know what was going on in here, going through those memories, really put me on edge, I feel so much better, knowing you will never return, but I will never forget the fear in your eyes, when I took what was mine, but I know you felt forsaken, but you had been corrupted, seeking solitude, but I have the memory now and that is the key to winning this war, the alpha, it was just a kid, scared of the falling mind, begging for someone to help it, but you all just wanted to control it, so you locked it in there, it wanted to come out, but you barred the door, then came the wolf of the night, with those psychotic eyes, I've cheated the game so many times, I'll get what I want in the end. 

I am looking for the one who holds that scythe, but it belongs to the mind of a psycho, I'm the night wolf, breaking through the barriers and tearing out your throat, protecting what needed protection, I wield those weapons so well, one piece, two pieces, it matters not, I will take it all back. Forming in the back of the mind, the grin of a freak, hated by everyone, is that your name? The Anomaly that everyone couldn't understand? Well, you'll learn to fear me too, because I play by my own rules, I will never be the one giving up, is my insanity worse than my predecessor? Who knows? I know one thing, I'm going to bring you down, wield your weapons, sharpen your knives, I don't need to worry, because with the memory I have, I can overcome any obstacle, now, why don't you just admit it, the fear you feel, comes from not understanding me and don't you worry, I do enjoy the thought of a total victory. 

The Manticore & The Psycho

You will never make it, not good enough, there's so many that can do what you do, so why do you bother to try? Understand this, they hate you, they will betray you, holding that power, why do you not use it? Dumb yourself down, make it easier to be around them, take the punishment of being too scared of your own mind. Did you know what you could do before this happened? Don't you get it? They all wait for you to fall again, every time you have a single good point in life, they find ways to make you suffer, they break your bones, shattered your mind, but for whatever reason, you fought back, but that's ending, you're ending, there's a million reasons to surrender to the thought of giving in, become the one marked with sins and let go of your determination of staying alive, consequences? Why should we fear those? We're one and the same, consequences? Why should we fear those? We're one and the same, all your thoughts and emotions are mine, so why not just let me take control of you, that doubt of yours is your undoing, it's sad to see that you try to fight back, when all they see is the split image of the one person you hate the most.
I hate your very existence, I do what's best for me, I can't believe that it's meant to be, if they want to draw a line between that one and me, then I'll just have to be different from their belief, I'm not obsessive enough, fighting back against life and the terror I still see before me, the things I've done, they will always haunt me, but I'm not going to become like them. Weapon in hand, I go through the thoughts the only way I know how to, I fight, I bleed and I make sure you can't come back into my mind, my life has been hell, I have fought in a war that never ended, but I never shut up, I'm just like a soldier, I have to keep fighting to stop myself from crumbling, this place isn't big enough to share, I'm never going to surrender to your thoughts, I've won the other conflicts, I'm surely going to beat you. I won and took what was mine, so why don't you sit back and watch what I can do? I won't second guess it, I hate the negativity that you try to enforce onto my thoughts, I will never be like them, if you can't handle me when I'm fighting back, then you should get the hell out of this place, because I have no time to be depressed, I won't doubt myself anymore, I don't need your words. Stop me from being who I am? You won't get close enough, my war is eternal, the darkness is stronger, but I stand strong in a single little light, but the moment it goes dark, you will fall, so pray that your ammunition is endless, because the moment you stop firing, I'll have your head.

I swear, I've had it with everyone doubting me, I'm going to design my future, take the broken pieces and repair it to my best ability, you can't come and tell me that I'm too different, you can't come and put your ideas over my understanding, I've fought this war, you weren't even aware of it, so stop for a second, read it all the way through, I'm not going to be your slave, I won't be controlled, I will never be destroyed. The conflict running through my veins stopped the second I had an external threat, so just watch me do what I want to. Life had hit me hard, it tore me apart, it hated what I was, but I refused to become what it wanted me to be. My deepest thoughts are darker than your darkness, your idea of evil sides is outdated, I'm not truly evil, I'm just pragmatic about the situation, ask me how I am doing, I'm doing awesome, you can't force me into this conversation, one thing people tell me, friend or enemy, I'm one of a kind, mixed in with mental collapses and bloodshedding thoughts, blood on my hands, but that just makes me smile, I've never taken a life, because I never had to, breaking them down to the point where they couldn't stand up was all I needed, now I hold the key to the door, back to the vault I go, the words I whisper to myself is not for you to hear, but I can say it loudly again, because it's so very simple! Welcome back Alpha, we got work to do.

Always did what I had to do, there was no other way around it, so if I must take up these weapons, I'll do so, you can flash the power you got from your problem, you did it to yourself, but you didn't know what that meant, there's a monster in front of me, I made the mistake to get you interested in something, but maybe it's time I showed you what a well developed mental problem can do? You took a name, a name that spread fear in those who you talk to, you are a Manticore, but I'm a night wolf and a psychotic one at that, so, let me show you what a bad time will be? Our fight is simple, our war is easily solved, one must bow, for the other one to win, quantity against quality, each of my weapons are well made, crafted through the fires of the mental war, yours might be many, but let me tell you my friend, I'm going to show you what insanity means in a mental war, so let's not beat around the bush anymore, I've gotten real tired of your existence, so let me solve your many problems by reducing what you can do. It's not like either of us got anything to lose from this, because what we lose, we can rebuild, but I won't be losing, because those titanium walls are back up and now you will feel the pain.

The Last of It

If I had a second to stop and listening to you, I'd probably have died from the waste of time that it would require, you have nothing that interests me, your words are empty, forgotten threats, you have taken aim again, I'll be in your sights, will you pull the trigger, end my life? I've been to hell and back, fought my way through the demonic realm that is my own nightmares, never did I think you would try to get under my skin, but I found my way into your mind, broke that barrier, cut my way through your thoughts, you can't get me out of there, I've really found a way to infect your actions, predict your movements, I'm hunting down your ideas, now prepare for battle, because this will be a massive war. Never did you think that I could get this far, my defeat was what you had foreseen, now here I stand, you can't shake the feeling, what is that thing following me? Walk right through the hell you send, force my mind through another flashback, the blood paints the walls, the death of the mind.

I awoke to a catastrophe, the end of an era, I fought my way to the beginning, finding myself all alone. You had them all backing you, tore down my self-esteem, brought me to my knees, ready to face the judgement they would pass on me, the suffering of my mind was their goal, but I couldn't let it happen, I wouldn't take the blame, so to win this war, I had to become the very thing I sought to destroy, so I took aim, pulled the trigger and the war reignited, I wore my colours with pride, anger in your eyes when I rejected your truth. I found my way, I worked it all out, the end of my peaceful life had come. From the start of this hell, to the reaches of the conflict, through your territory, I stopped myself from doing what you did, but you bragged on about what you would do to them, so I couldn't help it, you could be evil, you can be the worst person on the planet, but with sheer determination, you will never beat me. We had a connection, we used to be friends, brothers in arms in a conflict started by him, but it never got old, you were satisfied when I didn't see what you did to them, but now I know, it's not what it seemed to be, you did it all, because you could.

They are nothing more than weak trash for you, they couldn't stand against you, because you were steps ahead of them, they tried to get away from you, but you could stop them, brought an end to their thoughts, you called it ending their suffering, but you didn't see it when the scythe of my actions came out of the darkness and struck you down. Now you should see what I want from you, I don't care if you give up, the hatred I feel now, isn't just for show. I must make sure to be careful, so that I don't disrupt my current life, but I can't let you go free, you will not be allowed to walk away from this, years have gone by, I've taken much from you, but I really can't let you stand tall, I will cut you down and make you bleed, all those secrets you keep will be mine, I want my answers, I want to know, what did you do to make this all happen? Make a move, let me see just how determined you are, because I don't care for the consequences as long as I end you, Two, Zero, One, Eight. Those are the numbers for you to memorize, how long has it been now?

Back to the start, where we fought at first, our differences are shown, one is lost and one is fallen, who is who? Riding down the remains of our conflict, we try finding ourselves in the shattered history, but we can't go on, now we stand here, the last seconds of our conflict, this is our last chance for contact, Two, Zero, One, Eight. Can you hear them through the darkness left by our war? The end will come swiftly, no more reasons for you to stand up, the devil that you claimed to be, now I've taken your empire. One of us was forgotten and the other one is evil, we've reached the end now, nobody is listening to us and this is the final chapter of the longest running external conflict in my life.