There's no darkness, there's no chaos left to guide my way, I am recovering slowly, but I am getting back up on my feet, but you decide that some things are worth destroying, you force the twisted side out, the insanity wasn't enough for you, I held you high and you proved me wrong, we're both of the same coin, yet we are not, there's thoughts of murder in your eyes, but you can't get what you really want, so now you turned them on me, severed the connection between them and me, I am recovering myself, then you brought me into your conflict. The words you speak, meant to twist the world around us, you can't handle different thoughts, you hate different views, the defiance is what you seek to destroy, you've made sure that I am on my own again, the madness is stronger than you believe. You want a last war, a conflict to end all conflicts, I have returned to holding my insanity and wielding my determination, four years, I've been gone, now I am back, to end your life. Our friendship was never meant to be, we are the worst of enemies, you brought me into this war, despite me saying no, now you wonder, why am I fighting so hard? I struck into the hearts of those you sent to bother me, a threat towards me, that was paid with their defeat, you want me to crumble again, but I'm getting stronger, I'm standing against your words of hatred, I have the capabilities of being the coldest person and drag it out, but I want a quick out, so I'm bringing you down. You asked what I stand for, I answered that I stand for madness, the words you try to speak, is never heard, the silence kills you slowly. You tried your chances and embraced your own insanity, but you forced yourself too far, now you can't tell the difference between reality and your own mind, you're losing control, you want to be the one to stand above all others, but you've lost your ground, you wanted to be like me, but you lacked the qualities I have. In your attempts to be the good one, you turned into a bad guy, you lost your own thoughts, I saw your eyes, they scream of murder, you want to know how it feels to be the one that toys with the victims. We stood side by side, we opposed all others, but somewhere, you lost your own way, now you drag me into a war that will be over quickly, there's madness, then there's insanity, you tried and tried, never could you beat me, now you use all your tools and attacked, yet I'm still standing. You tried to be the one that you couldn't be, you hoped we would be the same, but the cracks in your armour weren't as strong as mine, every word became poison for you, losing ground, in your own mind. If I had known about your collapse, then I would have tried to help you, but you didn't want my help, you want me gone, we are no longer similar, we are each others worst enemy. One is a twisted mind with the psychotic tendencies, all is under control, I wield my madness in ways you can't understand, the other is insanity, broken smiles and a deep hatred, you've mixed it all, you didn't become one with your madness, you lost your own emotions, now you wish to be a cannibal, your jokes sound more like threats. We once stood for others rights to be themselves, now you've destroyed all we built up, I tried to keep you alive, but you threw it all away, just so you could drive yourself mad. 

I look at you, a shadow of what you used to be, I had no choice when I collapsed, you had it all in front of you, but you gave up, I remember your smile and how you laughed, it always kept my spirit up, the thought of one of us is alright, was enough for me, now you are forcing my hand, I try to avoid to fight you, I don't want to bring you harm, I let you throw the first punch, I let you throw a second, each time I've dodged you, I wish we could go back to how we used to be, the best of friends, but so much have happened and now there's nothing left of either. I was so sure that you'd go past me, smiling and laughing, your eyes showing happiness, but what I see, is a dark natured person, whose only wish is to inflict harm on others, you sent them all against me, spread lies about me, you broke everything we had built up, but I still hope that there's something left of you inside, but the way you're acting, I only see anger and hatred as you scream at me. I look at you as you destroy yet another thing, they are not people to you, they've become your toys, all of this is twisted, another sickened look from you, tells me that you've lost yourself, it might pass years before you come back, I'm hoping that you won't hate yourself, I want you to know, that I will never turn this against you, against all reason, I still see something good in you, but you've forsaken me, I'm hoping that you won't go too far and return to who you were, because this world doesn't need two people that have fallen from grace... This world needs at least one who can rise back to power and find a reason to help others, because there's no way that both of us will stand up and laugh over this, I regret not being there for you, I'm sorry I didn't see how lost you were, but you should have understood that I was gone at the time. 

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