There's no darkness, there's no chaos left to guide my way, I am recovering slowly, but I am getting back up on my feet, but you decide that some things are worth destroying, you force the twisted side out, the insanity wasn't enough for you, I held you high and you proved me wrong, we're both of the same coin, yet we are not, there's thoughts of murder in your eyes, but you can't get what you really want, so now you turned them on me, severed the connection between them and me, I am recovering myself, then you brought me into your conflict. The words you speak, meant to twist the world around us, you can't handle different thoughts, you hate different views, the defiance is what you seek to destroy, you've made sure that I am on my own again, the madness is stronger than you believe. You want a last war, a conflict to end all conflicts, I have returned to holding my insanity and wielding my determination, four years, I've been gone, now I am back, to end your life. Our friendship was never meant to be, we are the worst of enemies, you brought me into this war, despite me saying no, now you wonder, why am I fighting so hard? I struck into the hearts of those you sent to bother me, a threat towards me, that was paid with their defeat, you want me to crumble again, but I'm getting stronger, I'm standing against your words of hatred, I have the capabilities of being the coldest person and drag it out, but I want a quick out, so I'm bringing you down. You asked what I stand for, I answered that I stand for madness, the words you try to speak, is never heard, the silence kills you slowly. You tried your chances and embraced your own insanity, but you forced yourself too far, now you can't tell the difference between reality and your own mind, you're losing control, you want to be the one to stand above all others, but you've lost your ground, you wanted to be like me, but you lacked the qualities I have. In your attempts to be the good one, you turned into a bad guy, you lost your own thoughts, I saw your eyes, they scream of murder, you want to know how it feels to be the one that toys with the victims. We stood side by side, we opposed all others, but somewhere, you lost your own way, now you drag me into a war that will be over quickly, there's madness, then there's insanity, you tried and tried, never could you beat me, now you use all your tools and attacked, yet I'm still standing. You tried to be the one that you couldn't be, you hoped we would be the same, but the cracks in your armour weren't as strong as mine, every word became poison for you, losing ground, in your own mind. If I had known about your collapse, then I would have tried to help you, but you didn't want my help, you want me gone, we are no longer similar, we are each others worst enemy. One is a twisted mind with the psychotic tendencies, all is under control, I wield my madness in ways you can't understand, the other is insanity, broken smiles and a deep hatred, you've mixed it all, you didn't become one with your madness, you lost your own emotions, now you wish to be a cannibal, your jokes sound more like threats. We once stood for others rights to be themselves, now you've destroyed all we built up, I tried to keep you alive, but you threw it all away, just so you could drive yourself mad. 

I look at you, a shadow of what you used to be, I had no choice when I collapsed, you had it all in front of you, but you gave up, I remember your smile and how you laughed, it always kept my spirit up, the thought of one of us is alright, was enough for me, now you are forcing my hand, I try to avoid to fight you, I don't want to bring you harm, I let you throw the first punch, I let you throw a second, each time I've dodged you, I wish we could go back to how we used to be, the best of friends, but so much have happened and now there's nothing left of either. I was so sure that you'd go past me, smiling and laughing, your eyes showing happiness, but what I see, is a dark natured person, whose only wish is to inflict harm on others, you sent them all against me, spread lies about me, you broke everything we had built up, but I still hope that there's something left of you inside, but the way you're acting, I only see anger and hatred as you scream at me. I look at you as you destroy yet another thing, they are not people to you, they've become your toys, all of this is twisted, another sickened look from you, tells me that you've lost yourself, it might pass years before you come back, I'm hoping that you won't hate yourself, I want you to know, that I will never turn this against you, against all reason, I still see something good in you, but you've forsaken me, I'm hoping that you won't go too far and return to who you were, because this world doesn't need two people that have fallen from grace... This world needs at least one who can rise back to power and find a reason to help others, because there's no way that both of us will stand up and laugh over this, I regret not being there for you, I'm sorry I didn't see how lost you were, but you should have understood that I was gone at the time. 

There was a time when my mind was alright, when the cracks in the walls weren't there, but that time is long gone, what you see now is what it is, the cracks have broken apart the walls and made them crumbled down, I no longer wonder how or why this happened, I've fought it at every turn, now I know it's all because of you, the devil in disguise, who met death that fateful day, we both escaped with scars, but while I was burning down, you took your chance to corrupt my mind, you thought me to be an easy target and now you're the one being the target. We saw each other miles away, we knew we would clash one day and now when the skeletons in my closet have made me realize it, then there's no more tolerance to show you, no more compassion for your strife, I've been beaten and broken by life all around me, but I am still standing. There's no way out for you, you dug your grave and now you are being buried by your own lies, I'm the one who is getting away with this, the one you tricked and had beaten, now I stand above you smiling, I am caught in the never ending cycle of self destruction, you were the clever liar, you tricked us all for your own gain and now you've screwed up and find yourself regretting it, there's only us left now, you and me, all the others have faded with time, all because of your actions, don't you ever complain to me about it, while you decided to run away, I We were the ones who fought the chaos you released by running, now I am the last one left and you only blame me. You must have thought that I was weaker than you, but I stood strong, my mind is broken and my heart is scarred, but I'm still standing above you, the tolerance for you is all gone though, I will destroy you and take away what you earned by running, the only true traitor was you. You thought it to be easy, you took all the shortcuts there was, while I watched them all fade away from my view, the pain was too much, but I still found a way to fight and now I am here, I may be broken and hated, I no longer care, I am the one who is still standing.
You came back expecting us to still be there, when you found the two remaining, your fear turned to hatred, I wasn't supposed to still be here, you expected me to be gone, yet there I was, broken and beaten, but still standing. The trio undefeated reunited, fighting alongside each other, all odds against us, but somewhere this went wrong, the trio was shattered, our battles weren't over, now we had to destroy each other and you threw the first stone, you tried to manipulate us, to get what you wanted, but this ended with a meltdown and many still say that out of the three of us, I did the right thing, but after such a conflict, it felt so wrong, to be the one to stand, while our friend faded away and now that I know you had a thing to do with it, I can't accept you as human, the trio had died, the devil in disguise and the psycho still stands, I have lost more than enough, but you find ways to lose more, both stubborn like mules, none willing to stand down, so I took my chance and brought it to an end, the chaos stopped and they all went silent, now we stand in a world dark as night and no sound left for us to hear, the only thing is the crack between us, the two remaining of a whole group of friends and the words ring through my head, I'm the one marked with the scenes of their passings, while you smile about your ability to shut off emotions, so I suppose this is what we see, the devil and psycho, stuck in a war, we will never be able to stand each other, I will always be there to stop you, because I am the one with a broken mind and a heart that refuses to back down, nobody can conquer my mind, but I am the one marked for something else.

Words spoken to me, I never meant for it to get this far, so now I'm saying no to the past, I never rested, it would haunt me, but now I speak the words I want to speak, no, I'm not going to regret anymore, I made my mistakes, but now I must repair it, your best option is to leave me alone, because there's no guilt left for things I couldn't stop, broken and scarred no longer, another word of hatred, I was brought to the end of the line, the price of my silence, was too much, I'm never giving up my voice, because I will speak against you, my words are my weapons, I can always find more ammunition, the more I speak, the less you affect me, if you knew I used to be silent, you'd probably be more surprised. Hate me if you want to, I don't need you to like me, your kind is a scourge, I stand against those that bothers me, doesn't matter to me if you had a bad childhood, if we start letting things pass because of your background, then maybe I should be allowed to annihilate those who hurt me? Fought my way through the hell I called my life, but for me it was just another day of misery, if you put yourself above others, lowering their worth to make yourself feel better, be prepared for the incidents that follows, because I will put you down, I'll use nothing more than words, no need for violence until you make it an issue for you to fight for your right to be more worth, before you'll know it, you will be alone, maybe you like that? My emotional state was unstable, my mindset was to destroy all my problems, but, now I realize that it's more than that, brought death to my mind, I ended up insane, then I thought became white noise, distorted, at the end of the day, my insanity isn't your typical insanity, it's my sanity, that you'd call insane. Freedom is back as the mindset of this once broken human being, I don't know what these words are trying to say, but I'm free from the corruption of those who sought to destroy me.